Everything Makes Nothing Exist.

a heartless cow will break up with her boyfriend over msn because shes too chicken to break up with him face-to-face.

so stink i would never do that. and yes it haunts me that i accidentally broke up with a guy through txt message. i know it really hurt him and i felt SO BAD.
but i think its worse to do it on purpose and care about your feelings more than the other persons even though your already hurting them. so stink.
downs my day now.

-R.M.

haha i was just talking to my friend Zoya. she's an awesome ginger ninja!
but we were sharing out stories of today. she didnt get it so toi further explain i said

"

Hobo-Sexual. says (6:58 p.m.):

LOL

ill use names

theres this hairy girl called jessi

Hobo-Sexual. says (6:59 p.m.):

and my friend hayley asked me in materials (in which i sit next to her and jessi) if i was gonna ‘get with’ this guy marshall

and marshalls this yr11 guy

and jessi the hairy slut,

Hobo-Sexual. says (7:00 p.m.):

was like “ew marshall that goes to out school?” and marshall does go to our school

and i was thinking what a bitch to say that when i OBVIOUSLY like him.

and then hayley totally saved my ass and told jessi that marshall goes to this other school

-.-‘

”

haha that was funny IMO. then our conversation went on to her :

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Kiro; We’ll See What Happens In Room 483 says (7:02 p.m.):

My Mates An Ass.

We Are In A 3 Way Convo With Me, Her, And The Guy I Like Shes Going ‘Zoya Peffer, Zoya Peffer’

The Guys Last Names Peffeer

*Peffer

Hobo-Sexual. says (7:02 p.m.):

HAHAH! ZOMFG!

Kiro; We’ll See What Happens In Room 483 says (7:02 p.m.):

Hes Just Like Ben Petersen,

(His Names Ben, And My Last Names Petersen)

Hobo-Sexual. says (7:06 p.m.):

xDDDDDDD!

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man this blog doesnt let me format!

-R.M.

pretty sweet IMHO.

got to jacinda’s earlier than she expected it was kinda random.
but we went too josh harts house and she jumped in his bed pulling the covers up. a tad more random IMO.
yeah but josh harts room is pretty cool. its so funny cos its like messy as with his boxers and stuff on the floor. then he has like ville valo and marilyn manson posters then he has teddie bears xDD so cute!

jacinda’s leaving on sunday 17th May.

at her party there was guitar hero.
and i danced
and drank loads of energy drinks
and sang
and ate
and put make – up on josh hart and josh cassidy.
it was a good time ^_^

and jacinda and hicks got cosy xD

-R.M.

i will deny the fact i am afraid. i will deny the fact i am in denial. i will deny the fact that the truth i believe could be lies. i deny the fact that i have no trust. i deny the possibility that i am jealous.
because none of this is real in my head and my life is written like a book. maybe my life is a book just not from this dimension. maybe i’m not from this dimension. or this could all just be a dream. nothing is real anymore. trust and love and hope. all i have left is faith, ignorance and rage. i hope my faith guides me towards ignorance so i can express my rage.
but i don’t know if i am in denial, or maybe I’m just confused.
i forgot how to spell maybe before and spelt it mabey. i thought it looked funny…
i really need to express myself lyrically and write some songs. i came up with some quotes of inspiration:
“it could be you. is it you. why cant you tell me anything, even a lie”
“your carelessness in the mirror has you looking like this: not a pretty sight”
“are those all my hopes and dreams? and i watching as they just drive away? did you even know this could be so painful”
yeah. i’m lame

-R.M.

ive been so afraid of people. and the funny thing is im scared to tell people im afraid. its an everlasting circle that no one seems to understand. because im afraid of you. but you dont scare me. its so strange because i am, but im not afraid of everyone. im afraid of everyone as a whole and what people are capable of, and what people do. it frightens me how mean, angry, happy and nice people can be, and how they choose to act on these abstract things that influence them so much.
i hate people. i say that all too much. people take it too personally. i do not hate you. or you friend. i hate people and i think you are just persons. the same? heck no! majority sucks. thats the truth. i dont hate MY life i hate life itself. but it still should not be wasted. (im so far of topic its crazy but i havent blogged in so long i fear this will be a big one. sorry. but anyway..) im not far of one single bee, but im shit scared of a swarm. one crow is near harmless, a murder is very different. im not scared of soldiers, im scared of armies. too many examples? never.
but i do hate some aspects of life. like at my age people take relationships far too seriously. i was havent a good chat with my dad about this. its not like we’re getting married? who really cares that much. sure you have to live with public humiliation but if you took my advice in the first place you wouldnt be in this situation anyway, right?
and i really hope people dont think i hate relationships because im not in one at the moment. i dont really like anyone right now so i dont give a shit if im single.

this tires me.

-R.M.

peter petrelli.                      Willy wonka/johnny depp   and TMNT

jealous?

it was totally fun at Joanna’s where i stayed the night on Sunday night.

i missed “the bucket list” but im gonna watch it on Saturday
man i love my friends.
theres a false start concert on Friday.
i dont know whether to go to that or my ‘crazy’ christian youth group.
i seem to be in favour of the concert.
its only $10

-R.M.

theres this guy on vampirefreaks.com who’s my ‘friend’ his username is ‘drown_i_this_love’ and i was on his page to tell him happy birthday cos it just so happens to be his birthday today, but anyway i was on his page and i saw his list of bands he likes. and he is a freak cos he has them alphabetically organized!

take a look!

Music

–A–
Abigail Williams
The Academy Is…
Aesthetic Perfection
AFI
Aiden
Airbourne
Alesana
Alexisonfire
The All-American Rejects
All Shall Perish
All That Remains
Amon Amarth
Angelspit
Arch Enemy
Architects
As I Lay Dying
At The Gates
Atreyu
The Audition
Avenged Sevenfold

–B–Beneath The Sky
Biffy Clyro
Billy Talent
The Black Dahlia Murder
Black Tide
The Blackout
Bleeding Through
blessthefall
Blood Tsunami
Bring Me The Horizon
Bullet For My Valentine

–C–Cancer Bats
Carnifex
Cavalera Conspiracy
Children Of Bodom
Chimaira
Chiodos
CKY
Coldplay
Comeback Kid
Converge
Cradle Of Filth
Cute Is What We Aim For

–D–A Day To Remember
Deadlock
Deathstars
Deftones
The Devil Wears Prada
DevilDriver
The Dillinger Escape Plan
Dir en grey
Disturbed
Doomsday Refreshment Committee
Down
DragonForce
Dream Theater
Drop Dead, Gorgeous

–E–
Endwell
Ensiferum
Enslaved
Enter Shikari
Escape The Fate
Evanescence
Every Time I Die
Evile
Exit Ten

–F–
Fall Out Boy
Fightstar
Five Finger Death Punch
Foo Fighters
Forever The Sickest Kids
From First To Last
Funeral For A Friend

–G–
Gallows
The Ghost Of A Thousand
Go:Audio
Good Charlotte
Gothminister
Green Day
Guns N’ Roses

–H–
Helloween
HIM
Hinder

–I–I Am Ghost
Idlewild
In Flames
Ink Dot Boy
Innerpartysystem
Iron Maiden
It Dies Today

–J–
Jimmy Eat World
Job For A Cowboy

–K–
Kids In Glass Houses
Kill Hannah
Killswitch Engage
Kiss

–L–
Lacuna Coil
Lamb Of God
LeATHERMOUTH
Lostprophets

–M–
Machine Head
Madina Lake
Marilyn Manson
Mastodon
Megadeth
Meshuggah
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgence
Misfits
Moonsorrow
Municipal Waste
My American Heart
My Chemical Romance
My Passion

–N–
Nightwish

–O–
On The Last Day
Onslaught
Opeth
Ozzy Osbourne

–P–
Panic At The Disco
Paradise Lost
Paramore
Pencey Prep
Protest The Hero

–R–
Rage Against The Machine
Raunchy
Reuben

–S–
Satyricon
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Sepultura
Sex Pistols
Shadows Fall
Sikth
Sirenia
A Skylit Drive
Slaves To Gravity
Slayer
Ths Sleeping
Slipknot
Soilwork
Soulfly
Stereophonics
Still Remains
Stone Sour
Suicide Silence
Sunset Oblivtion

–T–
Taking Back Sunday
Tenacious D
Testament
Three Days Grace
Thrice
Thursday
Trail Of Tears
Trivium
Turisas
Twisted Sister

–U–
Underoath
The Used

–W–
We Are The Ocean
Within Temptation

–Y–
You Me At Six
yourcodenameis:milo

–#–
3 Inches Of Blood
30 Seconds To Mars
36 Crazyfists
he has a pretty good music taste and a far wider range compared to mine:♪♫ tunes ♪♫
fall out boy
my chemical romance
panic at the disco
the academy is…
cobra starship
the hush sound
paramore
we the kings
the cab
the maine
a rocket to the moon
versaemerge
katy perry
all time low
valencia
♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫pathetically unorganized :P-R.M.

all i have to do is eat chocolate.

icbf.

-R.M.

next time you think your gonna pick on someone do you think that the possibility that they have a low and damaged self esteem will run through your mind? that they might haven troubles at home or at school? that they might be on the verge of harming someone? even themselves? that they might feel broken and amendable? that they could be extremely upset already and stressed? or the fact that they feel on the top of the world and no matter what you say, think, or do you cant break their spirit. you cant hurt them and that they’ll defend them selves so well that you’ll end up hurt because you realise how stupid you were to even think about picking on someone. anyone. or that their very best friend that’s standing right next to them looks at you with the most angriest eyes ever and asks you “pick on me?”

-R.M.

of bones (Y)
of ashes D: haven’t finished
of glass RELEASED!

I’m over half way through city of ashes. they’re really good books and i have to read them all now cos i know whats gonna happen i really should finish it tonight so i can do homework tomorrow when my beautiful lovely friends megh comes over tomorrow Ive saved some L&P cans for us cos i know she loves it.
as i love her <3

but not to get off the subject of these “fantasy” books. they are amazing. and i think its weird stephanie meyer (who is mormon bom bom bom bom bom!) likes the books because they kinda steel some of the ideas and stuff from twilight. i dont know when the first book came out but the more you read the more it reminds me of twilight. i do love the twilight saga. but i really dont want city of bones/ashes/glass to be made into movies like the twilight saga is cos the twilight movie sucked so hard. but if you havent read the books you arent allowed to say bad shit about the movie.

but anyways in city of bones and city of ashes it descirbes vampires and wherewolves so weirdly. they arent like the ones in twilight but they are almost based on twilight, its weird how similar they are. maybe i got it wrong and stephanie meyer can time travel and she copied. even the names are copied. and the main characters remind me of twilight. theres even a love triangle involving a clumsy plain chick her loyal best friend and this dreamy guy.

ciao!

-R.M.