Everything Makes Nothing Exist.

the only limits you have are the ones you built around yourself.

this amazzzzzzzzzzed me

this girl is my best friend

i love her so much.

this was on my birthday.

yay i love joanna xD

quite..

and im not really in the mood for it anymore. i just want the warmth!
so im kinda waiting for summer now, even though i know when its summer there will be flies everywhere and itll be too hot and ill hate it.
i wanna go to the beach. i have summer dresses for once which is kinda weird xD

..fuck.

i soooooo dont wanna go to school on Monday, i dont feel special with just one weekend left. i havent solved my holiday problems and i am trying to avoid an assignment and future awkward situations.

i was happy this morning
but todays worries have crept up on me.

-R.M.

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/videos/openhappiness/75309771/

open up.

-R.M.

.. i need to vomit,
i have for a while now
i have this kinda of headache which is really more of a burn.
its pretty intense
i feels like someone is pouring acid on the right side of my brain.

i cannot describe the pain in more detail.

www.invisiblechildren.com

-R.M.

seriously.

how stupid are guys?
they need like a chip put into their brain informing them “how to understand females” like seriously, how can they be so stupid.
i don’t get it, seriously.
please help me because i just don’t understand how my boyfriend can be so stupid.
i will tell you a little story which happened to me recently.

today as i write this, it is the 16th of July. i am certainly angry at my boyfriend. he is such a hopeless slacker.
last week i went to the snow for 5 days from the Monday 6th till Friday 10th.
knowing i definitely would not see my boyfriend for at least a week i made sure we spent time outside of school beforehand.
so on Friday 3rd of July; the last day of the school term; school finished early at 12:30. i went home, got ready and met up with him and two of his mate around 3:10.  anywhore that doesn’t seem so relevant.
so we hung out till he went to his friends party, forgot what time don’t really care.
la la la.. i went to a sleep over, went on holiday, came back.
dying from boredom from my not-too-great holiday on Saturday i was eager to do something.
had no fucking clue where he was.
so i went to the mall with my friend Alicia and we went to this cool party.6 beers later i went home around 12:30.
the next night, i briefly talked to him on msn, very briefly. and he didn’t say much positive things it was a rather dull conversation. he was at his friends house, and the next day (Monday)  i went to his friends girlfriends house.
his friend they were gonna come over although they didnt know where she lived and i refused to tell them because honestly, they were stoned.
dum de do.
on Tuesday, i was so freaking bored. i totally wanted to do SOMETHING. don’t want to waste a day like i have today.
so i get ready as to go out,  called him up around 11:18am and he told me to call him back around 12:30 and we might hang out, although when i later called him he said he couldn’t be fucked. bastard. and I’m thinking “i haven’t fucking seen you in 11 fucking days you bastard” i said “i hate you” and smashed the phone onto the base. he was really tired bla bla bla
went a shopping a lil, picked up my mate Alicia. had some good bonding and the next day we went to zeal mid afternoon.
where we saw my boyfriend. who-of course- was being a complete idiot. all this shit happened which made me angry. we watched this really good movie called “the rescue” about invisible children. he didn’t even sit next to me.
he didn’t even say goodbye when he left.

a little peace of my heart hates him.
i don’t wanna break up or anything,
he just pisses me off on a regular basis

-R.M.

my favorite month of the year, i love the weather and the general feel to this month. and i hate it ending. July totally sucks!
today my friend didnt think you could get high off vivids/sharpies.
so we tried xD
the carpet moved
she got angry at clouds.
surprisinly unusual for her.

fun

-R.M.