social ghost.

February 21, 2009

sometimes i feel like a social ghost. like in my Materials class. sitting alone in silence. but it has gotten better. ive broken the ice with ashlee and jessi sits near and joins in sometimes, although jessi can be a bit of a hassel at times.

on edge.

February 21, 2009

i feel on edge. its hard to describe because i dont feel like this often. and its not a good feeling either which makes it worse. i almost want to vomit but at the same time totally dont. its nothing phyical, although my mental state makes me shake and.. bite my hand. i was just […]

Manchester united top of the table. i am not jumping with joy. at all. beating liverpool by 5 points.

A Season Of Hell

February 21, 2009

“i believe i am in hell, therefore i am. ” –Arthur Rimbaud over 200 dead. so hot. so fast. so tragic. so deliberate. half of Victoria on fire. the pain behind and infront of the people eye’s was not something plesant to a personal eye of mine. it was horrifying, and they didnt even show the […]