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July 16, 2009

seriously.

how stupid are guys?
they need like a chip put into their brain informing them “how to understand females” like seriously, how can they be so stupid.
i don’t get it, seriously.
please help me because i just don’t understand how my boyfriend can be so stupid.
i will tell you a little story which happened to me recently.

today as i write this, it is the 16th of July. i am certainly angry at my boyfriend. he is such a hopeless slacker.
last week i went to the snow for 5 days from the Monday 6th till Friday 10th.
knowing i definitely would not see my boyfriend for at least a week i made sure we spent time outside of school beforehand.
so on Friday 3rd of July; the last day of the school term; school finished early at 12:30. i went home, got ready and met up with him and two of his mate around 3:10.  anywhore that doesn’t seem so relevant.
so we hung out till he went to his friends party, forgot what time don’t really care.
la la la.. i went to a sleep over, went on holiday, came back.
dying from boredom from my not-too-great holiday on Saturday i was eager to do something.
had no fucking clue where he was.
so i went to the mall with my friend Alicia and we went to this cool party.6 beers later i went home around 12:30.
the next night, i briefly talked to him on msn, very briefly. and he didn’t say much positive things it was a rather dull conversation. he was at his friends house, and the next day (Monday)  i went to his friends girlfriends house.
his friend they were gonna come over although they didnt know where she lived and i refused to tell them because honestly, they were stoned.
dum de do.
on Tuesday, i was so freaking bored. i totally wanted to do SOMETHING. don’t want to waste a day like i have today.
so i get ready as to go out,  called him up around 11:18am and he told me to call him back around 12:30 and we might hang out, although when i later called him he said he couldn’t be fucked. bastard. and I’m thinking “i haven’t fucking seen you in 11 fucking days you bastard” i said “i hate you” and smashed the phone onto the base. he was really tired bla bla bla
went a shopping a lil, picked up my mate Alicia. had some good bonding and the next day we went to zeal mid afternoon.
where we saw my boyfriend. who-of course- was being a complete idiot. all this shit happened which made me angry. we watched this really good movie called “the rescue” about invisible children. he didn’t even sit next to me.
he didn’t even say goodbye when he left.

a little peace of my heart hates him.
i don’t wanna break up or anything,
he just pisses me off on a regular basis

-R.M.

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