Everything Makes Nothing Exist.

i wake up wondering what im going to do today and im completely unsure so i decide to just do what happens.
then something happens.
sometimes its something good like when me and emma planned a party.
then sometimes its something so horrible like today.
and it just sets my mind into something horrible. and everywhere i turn theres pictures to remind me of that and i decide im moving out as soon as i can.
and its so horrible. and i feel so upset and lazy. and my life just gets slowly pulled apart like a giant snake lolly. and i cried a little. and got changed.
because i was wearing a singlet and a pretty skirt. now im wearing my best friends jeans and my brothers pollo and im trying not to sneeze everything sux.