no boys have made me cry this much.
February 3, 2010
fall out boy broke up. now its just all those great memories i wish i never made. i wish i could tell them how much they made me feel. they made me feel so great through music and “merch” fobtrail will be something i will always enjoy.
but this is that saddest i have ever been and unlike all those other times which were mild compared to this. i cant just pump out to world with fall out boy. because i hate to love it now. but i cant love again. not after all this. not after camping on a main road from 4am-9 and watching a drugfucked prostitute piss in the middle of the road. my mind is scared by all the good ad the bad things fall out boy has put me through.
but i really loved those boys. they were my escape and they were my “inner happiness” and in some ways they were me.
no boys have ever ever made me cry this much…
